Complications from the emergency delivery prevented me from traveling to the distant hospital where my baby son was transported, hours after being cut from his lifeline. Left alone with an empty womb, I remained in the hospital for over a week.
When I finally returned home, it was more difficult to face our other children waiting expectantly for their new brother, than it was to face the sentence of bed rest. After hemorrhaging, I had no choice but to cooperate.
Nocturnal vigils kept me sound awake. Haunted by a cry nearly forty miles away on a silent night in January. Only a prayer connected me to the precious son I hadn’t yet embraced.
Night was darker than ever before. Houses put to sleep by the dark, bordered the snow-covered roads.
No one awake but God . . . and me.
I felt paralyzed. I couldn’t drive, and I couldn’t be driven. I fumbled recklessly through my Bible to find an answer to anesthetize me. The black letters strung together may as well have been invisible. Through tears, I stared past blank pages to a vacant crib across the room.
Finally, I stumbled blindly across a passage at the divine end, Revelation. I read about an angel writing to the “church in Philadelphia.” Still a faith rookie, my desperate search was enough to take me out of context (and geography). I awoke my husband to ask the name of the inner-city church that had been on the news. They spoke of a miracle.
Before first light, I called the rectory. A soft-spoken man answered and made sense of my rambling.
“My baby was flown down to St. Christopher’s Hospital. He’s not expected to live.”
He asked a few questions, my answer, “I’m not of your faith. Will you help me?”
In perfect monotone sacristy, he replied, “Yes, my child, I will”
Jesus is non-denominational.
Later that morning, in spite of an impacted wisdom tooth, the stranger-priest walked fourteen blocks battling a blizzard that shut down the city and public transportation.
His black hem draping over white mounds to make the hallowed trek.
He searched the empty corridors to find my child. A nurse called to relay his tender visit. Bending low over the fragile infant plugged into technology, he prayed and sang.
Three hours later, our son was weaned from the dialysis machine. Three months later, he came home. Thirteen years later it was time for him to have a kidney transplant. He successfully received healing from my donation.
Our family wanted to send a note to the loving surrogate, who went in my place. Sadly, we were informed Father O’Toole was very sick and transferred to a home for aging priests.
Two weeks before he passed away he received this note from our son. Holding the letter with trembling hand, close to his failing eyes, he read:
You probably won’t remember me. I was the baby that you came to visit and pray for many years ago. My mom told me that you had an impacted wisdom tooth and walked fourteen blocks in a snowstorm. I wanted to let you know, God heard you and healed me, but when I called to let you know, I heard you were very sick. Now it’s my turn to pray for you. Love Geoff
Gazing out of the nursing room window, with a faint smile of remembrance, the humble priest nodded, revisiting the distant moment. I doubt if he expected his charitable deed on that wintry day to one day be recorded on a blog.
Yesterday was our son’s 33rd birthday. Despite the mild temperature of the un-winter day, I recalled the snowstorm of long ago.
I remember the love of God, dressed like man, who made the sacrificial journey in my place.
Verna
Glenda Mills says
I have goosebumps, Verna! Such a powerful story and so glad you posted it here on facebook. May God send it around the world.
Love you,
Glenda
vernabowman says
May He do that . . . for His glory, Glenda.
Laura Kilmer says
Wow! What an awesome story, Verna! I felt like I was in your place, 33 years ago, as I read your description. God is so faithful! Thank you for this beautiful tribute to His grace and mercy. XO
vernabowman says
What an awesome God we serve, the One who ushers us through the stories . . . to the other side. Thanks, Laura!
Liz Cowen Furman says
Wow Verna!
Made me weep!
What a great story!
Would make a great Hallmark movie!!!!!
Thanks for sharing!
Liz
vernabowman says
You’re too funny – my life HAS BEEN a Hallmark movie, Liz!
Carolyn Knefely says
What a testimony of three people being wrapped in Lord’s arms for God’s glory.
Write on. Inspiration pours from your pen.
Rejoicing.
Carolyn
vernabowman says
Writing for God’s glory, thank you Carolyn!
lkparks says
What a great story! I never ceased to be touched by your writing abilities.
You are truly blessed!
Linda
vernabowman says
Thank you for the kind post, Linda!
Tim says
God speaks to us in many ways– thanks.
The “healing” church service yesterday was powerful. I ofter pray for Geoff Sr. and Jr.
Tim
vernabowman says
Yes, He does . . . thank you for speaking to Him about Geoff and Jeff! Miss you and Bobbie.
Betsy seiz says
Oh Verna, how God has used that time for all to read of His mercies. The priest, what a servant!
Thank you for sharing your experiences with me! I miss you!
Love, Betsy
vernabowman says
I miss you! So grateful we can still cyber-share encouragement to one another . . . love you!
Janeen Ippolito says
This is beautiful. I continue to be amazed with how willingly you share of the many trials and events God has placed in your life.
vernabowman says
thank you, Janeen . . in sharing, I hope we can encourage each other, by finding the good in the hard to see places . . . .